Enough. Penat sangat non-stop crying macam ni. Dah lama sangat tak nanges macam ni. Sampai bengkak-bengkak mata, peneng kepala, saket-saket kepala. Ingat pesan ayah dulu shazlina aleyna. Remember what he teached and told you. Ingat. jangan lupa, ingat semua tu. Rapuh jugak kan bila dah macam ni. Dah lama tak rasa kosong macam ni. I am being fake in front of them, i have too. Sambel dengar my best singer Chris medina by his song What are words let me become more tisu, alahai. Rasa nak peluk peluk jek chris ni lah. Hmm.
Okay, mata dah bengkak teruk sangat dah ni sampai ramai sangat menegur tadi. Mama, i lovess youu so muchhh. Please tabah okay? along kalah kalau mama menitik, along hilang semangat. Adek, score SPM betul-etul. Ingat apa ayah pesann, okay? Mata bengkak teruk, kepala saket kuat sangat menanges. Sabar nedy :)
Harini betul-betul rasa looser, kosong and nothing left inside. I dont know why, demmit. Kuatkan hati aku esok Ya Allah, amin.
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