Okay ini part paling i sedeh sebab he sent me home, ergh! Taknak nanges i tried my best to avoid it but i can't! Damn. Sedeh sebab lepas ni dah jauh and all. Yelah even baru sekejap but takpenah i've been like this which there's someone in my life. Rasa macam sangat sedeh and kosong kat situ. Maybe others like "as long boleh contact and all, takdehal lah, ala lek la, takde bende la,ala nt dye pasangg laen punya, kau pon pasang la jugak, ala laki ni suka ada skandal, kau pun pasang lah skandal" its stupid for me to pasang laen, that so so not me. Seriously aku tak suka and aku tak reti nak cheat boyfee. Kita tak nak dia buat macam tu, tak nk dia buat apa yang kita taksuka, so kita pun jangan lah buat kan? Hmm okay,rasa sangat laen. Yelah kat sana kemana-mana i went to, buat kerja gila, teman kan i buat kerja and all, im with him. Sana sini, all around the place which i selalu pergi dengan dia, tiba-tiba takde, kosong sangat rasa. Dia cool, he look like macam biasa maybe sebab dia taknak i be more sad kot, entah. I wish i could adapt it. I get enough with my previous relationship which is i do hate it much. Long distance jugak and it damn hurt me, fuck. I wish there's no more like what i've been through dulu comes again. Betul-betul takut and get enough. I hope this would be the last. I do heart you FA. Yes, i do since i had been a fucking 'heartless people' long time ago. *sigh. Okay sekarang ni pun aku sedeh. Shit! common nedy, relax! Chill out! get laugh and get high! Yeah, i wish but swear to God that i can't. Sooner or later, i mesti boleh, kan b? :) Gonna mish you. Thanks sebab keluar tadi, i do appreciated it much. Sorry for any mistaken or stupid words/things/attitude yg i tak perasan tadi. ILY :)
Ade picture tapi tak perfect, geram betul. ish, but at least ada la jugak kan for last jumpa tadi :)
muke buruk macam hape -.- |
He said that , i kuat to facing this diatance.
Insya'Allah, i will :)
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