*sigh

*deep sigh.

 Rasa macam menyesal, rasa macam sia-sia. Bukan senang nak jadikan macam ni, serious bukan senang. Telan semua, ubah semua. Fantastic rasa, nekmat gila rasa. Jangan berubah, itu je pesanan yang boleh cakap. Pegang itu, ya itu,  this what ayah told me longg time ago. He said i'm a bit stubborn [ banyak aku rasa ] hard to understand me. sebab im might get over than your expectations then, LOL. He said that i am egoistic, more than a man would be. Yup, i am. But sikit-sikit i am trying to control it because umur dah meningkat what for being such an egoistic person, kan? I would be nicer and sweet lil girl ever if you know how to handle and be good when im good to you, either i am your friends or girlfee but !! Please don't be such a backstabber, sumpah kau akan mendapat habuan kau kaw-kaw aku bagi. Orang berbudi kita berbahasa, orang tak reti budi kita bahasakan balek.

EXTREMELY PENAT :\

Okay, sumpah penat. Kenapa? Dah la tak teedo. Then off to sri putri pepagi beli ticket bus. Im with adzlynn. We both balek Kl esok pagi, together. Then off to IOI Mall meet the boyfriend, i gave him Mekdonel as a apologize sebab some fuck-up things happened and blabla. Okay, sumpa wa benci, titik! Hate about any past thingy, like serious weh. Okay lantak. Then balek sent her over her house then mama called ambek kat mawar, OMG mata dah seriously nak katup, while driving rasa macam melayang jek kereta. Dah la takde lesen, gila !! Serious dah takut nak drive lately ni, jadi bodoh kejap bila pegang stereng, -,-" Then sent Aunty Huda to her house and GOSH !! have to hantarkan his son kat larkin sentral pulak kannnnn. Demmit. Aku dah buat muka 'bahagia habes' depan mama, ergh !! Nak taknak hantarkan je laaa. wtf menyumpah nyumpah dalam hati tauuu takkk, ergh !! Sampai ruma campak handbag, cas handphone basuh muka PAP! teedo..heaven! Tapiii adek kejot pulak hanta kan pergi tuisyen, dem dem. Bangun dgn muka gilaa annoy and sent her over, balek campak kunci, campak handphone and zzzzzzz. Maghrib bangun solat then teedo balek until pukul 9.30pm. FA texted 2x suro bangon, tapi gila malas nak bukak mata. Dye tak bagai teedo sbb nanti mlm taley teedo. haha. Same jek aku rasa kott. hee. Esok balek, haih. Sedeh nak tinggalkan mama and adek kat sini. Kalau ceni, mesti ayah cakap "dah siap barang2? esok nanti bangun awal, kite gerak awal "
rindu ayah


*each time nak balek mesti teringat ayah*