A horrible day, *sigh

Semalam, what a fuck day ever. Messed up. Emo. Saket hati. Menyirap. Bengang, negative ( - ) *sigh. Sebab apa mengamuk bagai? Sebab sorang ni, fuck you girl. Penat nak cakap, biarlah. Then messed up lagi cause by me with the drugs, *sigh. End up balek ruma terus teedo and of handphone. Reaksi ? Tergamam. Heartless dah, unexpected but it's okay, kamu ada hak nak berkata begitu. Okay next, let's focuses for my new target and must must must achieve sampai end of this year, Insya'Allah. Amin. All i do is for mama and adek, that's it. Nawaitu is for them not for my self. Let's sacrifice, mesti. Sampai waktu dah. Berubah, ye saya suda beruba. I'll become the old me yang gila kerja, kejar target and being such a heartless people. Nak marah nak maki nak bertekak nak caci nak hina, sila. Saya senyum je. Untung kalau saya nak senyum, else i am just walked away and continue to do my job, that is definetely ME. 
*senyum*

Hari ni ada khursus lagi, petang bertolak sampai malam maybe. Luckily esok class petang. Pukul 2.30pm. Tak la beban kan. Sempat revise for new chapter untuk esok, so that nanti balek malam bole terus teedo and banun lambat terus pergi class.Mungkin balek jumaat ni, sebab rindu dah dengan mama. Semalam i was like nak mama nak mama nak mama. Thank god, dapat ubat batuk ngap terus teedo. Lena sangat teedo, suka betol. ok la, word-less. So, take care people. Have a good day :)