Jangan rude, please

Heylo guys, waddup waddup !! :)


Penat gilaaaa, sangat. Semalam sampai ruma around 3.30am macam tu then mandi baring texted with cocaine and sleep. Naseb baik class 2.30pm so bangun boleh lambat-lambat. Hee. Sampai class stac duduk tempat biase then belajar wat calculation bagai. Lepas class sempat maen tarek rambut Scha, dem. Gilaa budak comel tu tau. Haha. Cepat2 off to Miss Naza's room register subject. Me and nani tak ambil short sem sebab hal-hal yang tertentu, hee. We just register for the long sem. Okay ini gua panas, serious. Weh der, even kami tak tegur kau or kau tak tegur kami ke apa, tapi kami still cover lu ah bai bila orang tanya kami. Tapi lu tayah la nak canang satu unisel apa jadi. Wa angin dengan lu pun, wa kasi tawu gak something cancel tapi lu? Pergh, kalau lu nak terasa dengan wa, lu fikir elok-elok lah. Kenapa wa tak dtg seminggu tu? Ayah wa meninggal bai, bukan wa goyang kaki kat Jb sesuka hati wa tak nak datang. Lu dah hanta baru le bitau, sape tak berasap. Wa penah mention dulu, lu lupa mungkin. Takpe wa tadehal. Lu ingat wa suka ah ceni ? Wa malas nak bunyi, nanti bunyi lu teruk tangan wa naik, lu tawu wa baran. Lu tengom wa huhahuha lu jangan samakan wa dengan budak-budak. Lu belum kenal wa lgi betol-betol, lu tengok wa huhahuha dengan lu semua, kalau wa tunjuk diri wa betul nanti wa tasuke. Takpe, wa still senyum lagi ni asal lu tak kacau hidup wa cukup kawan, terima kaseh atas kerjasama yang lu beri *senyum

Okay-okay wa cool down wa cool down, wa senyum ceni, :) haha. Lantak laa. Thanks cocaine kejutkan tadi, now stay upbuat project yang diberi by the comp. please be good, aku malas nak create benda yang sesakkan otak lagi mcam semalammm, dem man dem. Oh, kemungkinan besar tak balek minggu ni. sob sob sob sob.. tapi try balek jugakk. Huwaa. Rindu duh, sangat. Siapa? Mereka lah. Sape mereka? Adalah. HAHA. Okay dah, continue wat keje. 


Selamat malam.


p/s : Tadi kesian tengok pakcik cendol kene marah dengan sape entah, haih.

A horrible day, *sigh

Semalam, what a fuck day ever. Messed up. Emo. Saket hati. Menyirap. Bengang, negative ( - ) *sigh. Sebab apa mengamuk bagai? Sebab sorang ni, fuck you girl. Penat nak cakap, biarlah. Then messed up lagi cause by me with the drugs, *sigh. End up balek ruma terus teedo and of handphone. Reaksi ? Tergamam. Heartless dah, unexpected but it's okay, kamu ada hak nak berkata begitu. Okay next, let's focuses for my new target and must must must achieve sampai end of this year, Insya'Allah. Amin. All i do is for mama and adek, that's it. Nawaitu is for them not for my self. Let's sacrifice, mesti. Sampai waktu dah. Berubah, ye saya suda beruba. I'll become the old me yang gila kerja, kejar target and being such a heartless people. Nak marah nak maki nak bertekak nak caci nak hina, sila. Saya senyum je. Untung kalau saya nak senyum, else i am just walked away and continue to do my job, that is definetely ME. 
*senyum*

Hari ni ada khursus lagi, petang bertolak sampai malam maybe. Luckily esok class petang. Pukul 2.30pm. Tak la beban kan. Sempat revise for new chapter untuk esok, so that nanti balek malam bole terus teedo and banun lambat terus pergi class.Mungkin balek jumaat ni, sebab rindu dah dengan mama. Semalam i was like nak mama nak mama nak mama. Thank god, dapat ubat batuk ngap terus teedo. Lena sangat teedo, suka betol. ok la, word-less. So, take care people. Have a good day :)

A single lady day, wah !

Heylo people !

Hey beautiful / gorgeous / charming / cutey peeps :)

What-a-day. I am being  a single lady this whole day. Boleh diiktiraf sebagai berdikari dan surirumah tangga la konon [makcik-makcik sila bermenantukan saya] *muntah. Okay pepagi dah bangun, 8.30am okay. Wohoo !! pagi gila. Gived a morning text to cocaine, mandi mandi and kemas satu rumah. dari bawah ke atas, beranda segala settled i kemas. Pukul 10.45am siap !! Dunno what to do, masak megi lah. Makan jap. Online, baring-baring then terteedo. Bangun sidai baju and on phone with cocaine kejap. Huwaaa kalau tak bole jumpa cocaine sebab his famil nak balek kampung tapi macam lah dia boleh lepas ke sini, sob sob. Takpe nedy, chill. Next week hari jumaat lepas pukul 5pm class Lab Comp Network wa terus cabut pergi bustand balek jb !! Cocaine nak ambek tapi kena confirm awal-awal. Yeay ! Bole jumpa awak !! Ha nanti cuti semingu nak dating, hihi gatal pulak. Suka hati aku lah, boyfriend aku. Bukan boyfriend kau. Nak ajak cocaine tengok KURAFAT !! Sume cakap besh woo. Sedeh nak ajak dorang pi tengok dorang da tengok dengan boyfriend masing-masing. boyfriend saya jauh, [maklumla cerita hantu kan] haha. Cocaine, nanti pi tengok eh ? Jangan takut tau, terjerit pun jangan. Kite ade sebela awak :) HAHA.

*gelak guling-guling*

Esok ada seminar Kerjaya kat Putrajaya dengan nani, izzaty, adzlynn, shellton and Cyroll. Tak saba nak pergi oh !! Sebab dengar macam besh je kan, nak cari duet lebeh sebab aim nak beli kereta, serious. Susa nak gerak kemana-mana kat sini tade transport, plus kejap-kejap sesak bagai lah. Nak pergi hospital sendiri nak check up pun macam malas je. *sigh* Okay-okay entah ape mengarot, abaikan. Cocaine tengah tidur sekarang, dye penat balek kije. Kesian kanggaroo i ni, eh sala, cocaine. Hee :) 

*nak makan ubat tidur nak terus tidur. Muka dah tepek-tepek dengan habatus sauda' ni, nak tengok? hee malulah, next time eh? :D *

Selamat Malam, bye dunia :)

4th month :)

First hangout / date-ing 

*tak ingat tarekh but something around october after 22nd October*

Alhamdulillah, enough said that i'm glad that we still being together and put a smile on each other and have tried our best to keep in the track eventhough there's so much much and lots of thingy happened around us and shitty things. Maybe people would say 'oh, just 4month' but they would never know how hard we have tried to tied up and maintain in this track that called a 'relationship'. Hope that we could stay in the track foreva, amin. I love you, FA. Thank's for be mine, you are mine aren't you ? Hee and thanks for loving me :)

temperature :'(

39.9'C

[ my currently temperature ]

damn damn

seriously & extremely PAIN, enough said.

-,-"

Faisal Adnan Hny b..kurgkn pnggunaan bhsa kasar ok..
U can do it.. ;)

[ kene marah dengan boyfriend saya ]

Actually harini memang rasa nak maki hamun satu dunia. Kenapa? Geram. Emo terlebeh. Lagi-lagi sebab demam ni kan, haih. Entah pasal apa tah demam teruk ceni, penat kot? Maybe sebab aku 5 hari kebelakangan ni penaaaattt sangat + tak cukup tidur bagai kan. EXTREMELY weak gilaa badan ni tau, huwaa :'( Last rasa macam ni last year time merdeka. Lepas tu demam bese-bese jeee, tade ceni pun duh, dem dem. Aku gagahkan jek badan ni wat macam-macam taknak kasi dye manje sangat sket sket bareng. Tapi lepas tu kepala haa kauu terbaek bai saket dye, sumpah !!! Mama, nak mama :'(

*gedik gila rini asek merengek-rengek*

lantak laa, b mana you nak b...... :"(

*sigh

*deep sigh.

 Rasa macam menyesal, rasa macam sia-sia. Bukan senang nak jadikan macam ni, serious bukan senang. Telan semua, ubah semua. Fantastic rasa, nekmat gila rasa. Jangan berubah, itu je pesanan yang boleh cakap. Pegang itu, ya itu,  this what ayah told me longg time ago. He said i'm a bit stubborn [ banyak aku rasa ] hard to understand me. sebab im might get over than your expectations then, LOL. He said that i am egoistic, more than a man would be. Yup, i am. But sikit-sikit i am trying to control it because umur dah meningkat what for being such an egoistic person, kan? I would be nicer and sweet lil girl ever if you know how to handle and be good when im good to you, either i am your friends or girlfee but !! Please don't be such a backstabber, sumpah kau akan mendapat habuan kau kaw-kaw aku bagi. Orang berbudi kita berbahasa, orang tak reti budi kita bahasakan balek.

EXTREMELY PENAT :\

Okay, sumpah penat. Kenapa? Dah la tak teedo. Then off to sri putri pepagi beli ticket bus. Im with adzlynn. We both balek Kl esok pagi, together. Then off to IOI Mall meet the boyfriend, i gave him Mekdonel as a apologize sebab some fuck-up things happened and blabla. Okay, sumpa wa benci, titik! Hate about any past thingy, like serious weh. Okay lantak. Then balek sent her over her house then mama called ambek kat mawar, OMG mata dah seriously nak katup, while driving rasa macam melayang jek kereta. Dah la takde lesen, gila !! Serious dah takut nak drive lately ni, jadi bodoh kejap bila pegang stereng, -,-" Then sent Aunty Huda to her house and GOSH !! have to hantarkan his son kat larkin sentral pulak kannnnn. Demmit. Aku dah buat muka 'bahagia habes' depan mama, ergh !! Nak taknak hantarkan je laaa. wtf menyumpah nyumpah dalam hati tauuu takkk, ergh !! Sampai ruma campak handbag, cas handphone basuh muka PAP! teedo..heaven! Tapiii adek kejot pulak hanta kan pergi tuisyen, dem dem. Bangun dgn muka gilaa annoy and sent her over, balek campak kunci, campak handphone and zzzzzzz. Maghrib bangun solat then teedo balek until pukul 9.30pm. FA texted 2x suro bangon, tapi gila malas nak bukak mata. Dye tak bagai teedo sbb nanti mlm taley teedo. haha. Same jek aku rasa kott. hee. Esok balek, haih. Sedeh nak tinggalkan mama and adek kat sini. Kalau ceni, mesti ayah cakap "dah siap barang2? esok nanti bangun awal, kite gerak awal "
rindu ayah


*each time nak balek mesti teringat ayah*