p/s : It was my very last day went to pasar with ayah.

Rindusangat.

Again and again,

Don't ask, i don't have hell of answer.

Don't dare, i might do extreme decission or action then.

Don't predict, i will do it then.

Don't do it, i will do more.

Don't ever speak that name, i might left for-ever.

Don't analyze, i will give what you-don't-want-to-know.

Don't broke it off, i would like to spread it out.

Don't you dare me, don't ya.

and

the most important things,

DON'T YOU EVER CHALLENGE MY PATIENCE LEVEL

Thank you.

Keep me awake,

After Midninght.

After midnight I shall kidnap you from the world
And I'll keep you in my room
Hush now my love and hold my hand
After midnight I shall take you to a place
Where no one else should know of
Hush now my love and hold my hand

You are exactly where you supposed to be
And if they come for you
They would have to find me
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/y/yuna/after_midnight.html ]
Stay
Keep me awake
Keep me amazed
Only for today
Keep me dazed
My love is yours only

After midnight
I shall stay awake
And if you chose to close your eyes now
Hush now my love
I'll watch you sleep

You are exactly where you supposed to be
And if they come for you
They would have to find me

Stay
Keep me awake
Keep me amazed
Only for today
Keep me dazed
My love is yours only

with love : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDeo9CaLVpg&feature=related

kadang-kadang manusia bilah dah selalu disogok dengan pelbagai tujahan melampau,

mereka akan jatuh rapuh jugak, kan?

Please stop, please

*deeply sigh*
Last night was super-extremely-shit happen to me,like serious. Why? Ade je lagi 'they' want to make any fucking story and all. Ingatkan lepas balek sini dah takde, baru lepas cakap dgn cocaine yang my life was currently tenang sangat kat jb ni. Kepala pun da tak saket-saket lagi fikir yang entah apa-apa. Been 6month telinga ni terpaksa kene tarah dgn macam-macam cerita about this and that. Saket, serious. Even sometimes what i heard was just an 'old story' but as a perempuan yang mempunyai hati yang lembut even luaran nampak kasar, hurt me much. Tapi kuatkan je hati and sabar banyak-banyak.Telan selagi boleh telan. Even sometimes macam nak tumbang, tapi tetap terus sabar. I just don't understand why they must buat cerita or nak cerita macam tu to me? Yes, everyones have their own past. But past is just a past. Don't drag it into the future, leave it. Susah sangat ke? I do hateeeeeeeeeee anything about the past. Either me or him. But, still i keep standing and put a smile on my face ehen this shit happen. But malam tadi, astagfirullahalazim. Entah lah. Terkedu tergamam mati ayat mati semua, hilang semangat. Serious. Hmm. Why doh? Am i have did anything bad to you 'people' ?? Am i stole anything from you? Am i makes you mad or what? I just don't get it. I don't know you. Tak kenal langsung siapa pun kau ni, but why the hell tak sudah-sudah nak get mess with me? I choose to be silent. Malas nak kecoh-kecoh. Macam budak-budak or more to STUPID FUCKIN LADY if nak bergaduh pasal lelaki. What the? That was so not me. We have enough brain, boleh fikir proper, tahu? So react as a inteligent women please. Not a bitchy, sorry.
One more thing, sorry to say that i do hate that b***k or whatsoever she's named. Why? I do have my own reasons. Lantak lah kau nak cakap apa cocaine, but im still standing with it,FULLSTOP. Menyampah meluat macam nak maki jek each time teringat the way she looking at me when mula-mula dulu. And takpayah nak backup dia sangat or whatsoever or else, i might do a drastic decison with no regret at all. Keep my word, i mean it. Even i don't wanna hear or look at her name either in mouth,life,fb or wahtsoever. Aku susah gila nak benci orang, sebab aku jenis mudah sayang semua orang even orang benci aku. But bila aku dah mula cakap aku benci orang tu, i really mean it. Enough said. Mulut aku ni bila dah berkata 'aku benci dia' , mulut aku ni jenis mulut langsi, macam-macam benda extreme bad aku boleh berkata nanti. Jangan buat aku berkata-kata. Jangan cabar tahap sabar aku. Aku benci gila bila kau backup melambong betina tu semalam rasa macam nak  ambek pisau potong telinga je, serious. fullstop. Dah, bila cakap pasal betina yang aku tak suka ni, mood aku automatically turned off. sial lah. Bye.

Faisal gedik, Aleyna comel

i love you, yes i do.

Even sometimes i feel wanna kick your asshole :)

6th Annie

Alhamdulillah :)

We have been together for 6 month. Macam-macam dah get tru. Sampai rasa nak tendang his ass pun ade sometimes, so do him. Haha. Thank you dear because you are still stay by my side, and i will do the same too. Enough said that i do heart you, loves you, care bout you and always run into your arms. Love you Faisal Adnan.

Ehem, then today we decided to out together. He asked me out. Wohoooo! Excited weh. yelah lama sangat rasa tak jumpa, mestila eksaited nyah !! He picked me up at home around 11.50am then we off to JJ tebrau catch a movie there. Kami tenok cerita "UNKNOWN" quite a best movie, exciting. Makes me felt sleepy at first but then besttt. *clapclapclap* Then we ate at Pizza hut since we both don't have any idea where to eat. Okay ini aku angen, each time makan mesti saya akan didera !! Weh, macam nak gila telan pizza lepas sepinggan spageti selamat masuk perut. Pfft! Then we have to get back early because we both have something to do. He have to settle his work with his mom while me i have my work at home to clear off with about the document blabla. Sangat rushing kan kami? Huwaaa jumpa pun bapak sekejap jek rasa. Tak puas nak tibai budak sepet tuh, sob sob sob. I wish we could spentime together more longer. Missingyoulikehellandihatethisfeeling,serious. It kill me off. :(

Curly perm, demit

errk. Mari mati. Seram kan? OMG. Gatal pergi try. At frst i was just treatment my hair then nak iron mcm normal lah but then the hairstylist said "i think you better if you make some curly or wave or perm on your hair. You have an sexy look " *vomitting* Kanina punya olang nak bodek aku agak-agak ah der -.-" Then aku pon said " Ok, i nak try laa " Hahaha hambek kau ni laa output dia. Damn. I hate it but mama and adek love it. Gosh. Anyone kill me, please !! Bye.